The Old Me Is Dead And I Still Love Her

well you all think i am the same person i once was.that i like numerous women and to be honest it doesn't shock me one tiny bit because other's still want to point the finger and think i am who i once was when i am not.i weightlift heavier,i write more poetry and songs,talk to my friends,musicians,singers,songwriters and even those who still respect me and those who grow to respect me.



when it comes to me and the old me i am better than the old me and heck of alot better.i am what the old me wasn't and that is stronger mentally,phsically and spiritually.


well i am a bit suprised at how people still hold grudges yet why should i be suprised people in the world get jelious of super famous and even those like me who ain't and why



well could it be they ain't me and they are jelious of my abilities well i don't care anymore only that that girl is gonna be in my life someday i pray,make some money,be in the music business,grow stronger in my soul and in my muscles and be tougher than i ever once was





well unlike alot of you i can't just sit on the computer and type all day or play video games and computer games all day i got a life and i got alot to do



those of you who are still livin in fear get a grip because fear only bounds you in chains and it is better to not be afraid well i gotta go and fix my hair and do my stuff go shopping and keep on going and note that the new me doesn't live for everyone only God,brie larson,my mom,my friend's and that is it and the fans i will gain eventually



when one door closes another door opens and when friend's are lost one is gained to help and i got 4 best friend's:

brie larson

johanna(awesome girl)

sara neimites

candice - even though we hardly keep in touch we are real good friend's still



well i gotta go but until later stay strong,keep on going and believing,never quit,never give up no matter who or wants wants you to



until later keep believing and being strong 4 life,4 real and alway 4 ever



peace out