A Cry for help and a miracle from God above me

I just want her and the teraps of the enemy makes me more fearfu lto keep on believing but i'll never give up even if the enemy tries to kill me i'll still keep on going and when i get what i want i'll give thanks to the Lord for He is my Saviour and the comfort of my home and strength in me that helps me to overcome it all and when it happens i'll give my life and lay it down at His feet and my heart will be her's and she may have it eternally forever all i want is her

Traps like fake myspace imposter sites:bebo and reunited is gemics plus dating sites suck plus i don't like people online only my heroes and the girl and woman i will be with someday and we will be together.i am leaving her name unmentioned.I try so hard to dodge the critics like a ram going through the valley and i sometime's come to those who are foolish enough to think they can tame me and so forth i am not a ram but that is a metaphore i take life by the horns and i kick it's ass and i win every single time.The world is evil trap and God warns us how the world tells us to give up,but i never will.I learned one valueable lesson in this past 2 years to get anything in this world you must learn how to get it and not stop until it's done and that is what i am gonna do when it comes to the girl i love i care about her and i will never give up on being with her no matter what.People can love,hate,try to trick me those evil parasites and even wish me to give up but it says hope says to give it one more try meaning basically not stop until you get that thing you want and if you gain some enemies then so what like i care i only what brie that is it.i am willing to bust some vains in my arms doing arm curls to get strong enough to be able to withstand anything mother nature will put me through like samson did way back in the Bible.Samson is my hero he was so strong and with God's help i am gonna be as big and strong as Samson and my hair will be as long as his.To be honest no more worrying,regreting being me or listening to people using illusians to try to blind side me hey this is my world i can do what i want to do in it it is my world.God gave me this world and i must conquer it like Conan the Barbarian has done.

"All is possible in God's eyes you just must never give up no matter what you do never give it maybe lose some friend's but never give up and when i get to the mountain top with the woman i love i'll be praisimng God with all i got my heart,my soul,my spirit,my life and with tears falling from my eyes sayin thank you God i am so happy i was so worried people from every angle wished bad thing's upon me and all i ever wanted was this woman that is it and now i can finally say thanks because she is within reach and i don't have to worry anymore i'd die for this woman to be in my life eternally by my side O Lord and since i can get her and have her i will relax"

"death is nothing just a phase you endure to be with the Lord eternally yet do Him right and He will do you greatly and will raise you into the light and stay there forever and ever in His grace and heaven and may it keep you from remembering fear from the world of violance and injustice and people causing grief and sadness on me O Lord pleas help me out all i want is her pleas i am willing to do absolutely anything to get her in my life whatsoever so help me God i want her"

what about your promises what about your grace haven't i deserved such a thing and why have i been so sad pleas O Lord help the girl to be able to knoweth what she does and may she turn from her ways and come to me and i'll praise you O Lord forever eternally that is all i want i am meaning every word i would die for you please O Lord please