shocked well you'll be even further shocked

i am better than once was i am stronger,weigh more not by fat but by muscle mass and i am pretty strong gonna buy me a bass guitar and learn how to play it and i am gonna do my own music and it's gonna be great,plus i am gonna star in several movies,appear in numerous shows and plus even be a pro wrestler one day and make millions of dollars,people are gonna know i exist and are gonna love what i do.

"whenever failure steps near you all you gotta do is just pray and God will lift you from your sadness and into the promised land" a quote from James Shelton whose name is gonna be renamed something else someday.

I am so damn sick and tired,yet i am not as angry many think i am just worried and concerned

when it comes to me i take life seriously and i don't accept failure i don't even allow it.i fight what wishes failure on me from whoever in the world and i will always win and with God by side i can do anything and whatever mountain is in my way,whatever building needs moved God always comes through and the mountain known as john must be pushed out of the way so i can get with that person i want to be with.

the setbacks will become none and the successful will flourish and when i said justice must be surved i meant people will see my wrath if they anger me and if they want that they shall get it more shall happen in the world iraq will become dust,iran will become nothing but a wasteland and babylon will be destroyed and the other place i mentioned before called syria will have to be good to the Jews of the Lord will take care of their kind and so forth the middle east best obey God or God will break them and make them better.God warned me of this and asks me to do such and say such so i do i seem mean or unrighteous somehow,but i am i say what God sends my way.

So forth with Japan and China they best help the Jews and GOD'S CHOSEN PEOPLE or they may suffer from HIS WRATH.HE WARNS US DAILY OF OUR CONCEQUENCES AND HE SAYS YOU MUST OBEY ME TO GET ANYTHING.i am the man who HE requests to say such great requests and the LORD demands your attention and if you ignore HIM HE will punish you that is what HE says not me i wouldn't punish anyone lest HE requested me.

All i ask from you oh LORD GOD ALMIGHTY is to have some mercy on my life,bring me to brie larson the girl i love and help us to become one and to silence whatever wishes against that even her friend's who wish against that and may i be successful.

plus i am not mad at nobody and i am so happy and plus whenever my album gets released it's gonna blow the roof off Walmart or wherever it is sold.it's gonna the change the way music for i thrive to make music better.bottom line nobody does music like me or ever will for i am the future of music and this year people gonna hear a sample of what i am all about.

The Evolution of me:The new me is better than the man i once was

Well here i go ok here goes i am not the man i once was.i am not obsessed i never was just curious in different subjects astrology,Catholic and Christianity are still big subjects i think about quite often.



i have been quite busy and yes i workout pretty hard in the gym.basically i lift more than i weigh in the gym every time i step in the gym



i also write alot of lyrics,music,poetry and songs more often and draw and paint alot plus i am still working on my interesting album and it will shock all who hear it and will amaze all for i still believe in God,yet i am not bad i don't mock Him or use His name in any way but the way He intends me to use it



well i gtg and go workout in the gym and write another song today and when i add another song to my myspace it's gonna be better than the cover of yesterday that was good yet now i am working on way better tracks and way more weight in the gym way better art



i am way for improving me not sticking with what i got i always strive to receive more and lift more in the gym and succeed in every thing i do i don't think failure is good so i choose to study hard,lift heavy yet rest thoroughly and not strain my vocals anymore and sing right

I miss Brie Larson(A Poem To Brie Larson

Whenever and however you read this please read this poem and it will be very touching:

When i first saw your face
I knew with my own two eyes
You was it for me and that is the truth
And it ain't no surpise
That no matter
How much hate or how much sadness
Is thrown my way
I will still love you at the end of the day
I pray daily
For my souls sake
Yet when you're not with me i feel i am falling away
Brie please lift me from my sadness
And please help me to feel ok
Because nobody loves you more than i do
Not even today
Although God does but i meant this about humanity anyway
For not even John could be nice like i could do
And one you'll let me in and you'll see
I am the one who helped thee
John nor any other man
Understands
God is the one i prayed to
Yet you are the girl i love
So please understand my plee
And please come to Virginia
And rescue me
Please pray for me
I am so weak
And i need God's grace but above all thing's
I need to see your face

I always had open ears:

Are you kidding me brother's and sister's music is my life:

I love music that is on the edge and writing music the same way kinda different and edgy and nopthing you'd expect but here goes if you want edge,open ear music i write that type and yes i change all the time i adapt to get anything i want and i am gonna succeed and may God bless my road to her.

A Cry for help and a miracle from God above me

I just want her and the teraps of the enemy makes me more fearfu lto keep on believing but i'll never give up even if the enemy tries to kill me i'll still keep on going and when i get what i want i'll give thanks to the Lord for He is my Saviour and the comfort of my home and strength in me that helps me to overcome it all and when it happens i'll give my life and lay it down at His feet and my heart will be her's and she may have it eternally forever all i want is her

Traps like fake myspace imposter sites:bebo and reunited is gemics plus dating sites suck plus i don't like people online only my heroes and the girl and woman i will be with someday and we will be together.i am leaving her name unmentioned.I try so hard to dodge the critics like a ram going through the valley and i sometime's come to those who are foolish enough to think they can tame me and so forth i am not a ram but that is a metaphore i take life by the horns and i kick it's ass and i win every single time.The world is evil trap and God warns us how the world tells us to give up,but i never will.I learned one valueable lesson in this past 2 years to get anything in this world you must learn how to get it and not stop until it's done and that is what i am gonna do when it comes to the girl i love i care about her and i will never give up on being with her no matter what.People can love,hate,try to trick me those evil parasites and even wish me to give up but it says hope says to give it one more try meaning basically not stop until you get that thing you want and if you gain some enemies then so what like i care i only what brie that is it.i am willing to bust some vains in my arms doing arm curls to get strong enough to be able to withstand anything mother nature will put me through like samson did way back in the Bible.Samson is my hero he was so strong and with God's help i am gonna be as big and strong as Samson and my hair will be as long as his.To be honest no more worrying,regreting being me or listening to people using illusians to try to blind side me hey this is my world i can do what i want to do in it it is my world.God gave me this world and i must conquer it like Conan the Barbarian has done.

"All is possible in God's eyes you just must never give up no matter what you do never give it maybe lose some friend's but never give up and when i get to the mountain top with the woman i love i'll be praisimng God with all i got my heart,my soul,my spirit,my life and with tears falling from my eyes sayin thank you God i am so happy i was so worried people from every angle wished bad thing's upon me and all i ever wanted was this woman that is it and now i can finally say thanks because she is within reach and i don't have to worry anymore i'd die for this woman to be in my life eternally by my side O Lord and since i can get her and have her i will relax"

"death is nothing just a phase you endure to be with the Lord eternally yet do Him right and He will do you greatly and will raise you into the light and stay there forever and ever in His grace and heaven and may it keep you from remembering fear from the world of violance and injustice and people causing grief and sadness on me O Lord pleas help me out all i want is her pleas i am willing to do absolutely anything to get her in my life whatsoever so help me God i want her"

what about your promises what about your grace haven't i deserved such a thing and why have i been so sad pleas O Lord help the girl to be able to knoweth what she does and may she turn from her ways and come to me and i'll praise you O Lord forever eternally that is all i want i am meaning every word i would die for you please O Lord please

12-21:One man reaches adult hood and is still child

Purple velvet,i love all kinds of music.I am done with bob dylan for right now i am changing all the time i am gonna check out some new type of music to see what goes and what don't.what is popular ok and i am here for ya'll and you know i need more fans and when i get out there and when i get out there i am gonna do alot more music and yes the songs i am gonna do will blow your mind.redwhiteblue rocking the world kind style.


i gotta go in a few minutes


so little time so much to say


oh and hey if you want to reply back pleas do so or i will be a sad sad man


oh and by the way i got a hair cut and it's not that short but to get rid of the dead and ends and a new clothing line


i am gonna purchase some brand new cds and yes i am gonna be movin out of virginia


plus the i am gonna buy me some punk rock,pop,rock,jazz and so forth


plus i am gonna get me some more music


bored:leave your message at your own proposal.i am ready.


i am already taken.
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asia. and many other artists blow my mind


well until later peace out plus i hate cnn and headline news not like hate hate but hate to watch all the time like i have for the past 2 months but hey i gotta go peace out


i almost forgot one more thing if you are an aspiring artist like i am ignore the critics online and do your thing and draw people to u and get attention don't give up on your dreams even if some of the world somehow screwed up wishes you too





it's all about a dream.tryin to make it real - a verse from badlands by bruce springsteen and it is all about a dream and you can make it real and once it is you'll be thanking the good Lord for every bit of your success and if you don't you are ungrateful kid be grateful and thank the King of Kings



oh and yes if you wanna be my friend pleas leave a comment or email me at my Myspace and yes i still love brie and i am not dull i am far from it i gotta go.......even though it's my birthday i have alot to do much laters still peace out jrayanites

The Old Me Is Dead And I Still Love Her

well you all think i am the same person i once was.that i like numerous women and to be honest it doesn't shock me one tiny bit because other's still want to point the finger and think i am who i once was when i am not.i weightlift heavier,i write more poetry and songs,talk to my friends,musicians,singers,songwriters and even those who still respect me and those who grow to respect me.



when it comes to me and the old me i am better than the old me and heck of alot better.i am what the old me wasn't and that is stronger mentally,phsically and spiritually.


well i am a bit suprised at how people still hold grudges yet why should i be suprised people in the world get jelious of super famous and even those like me who ain't and why



well could it be they ain't me and they are jelious of my abilities well i don't care anymore only that that girl is gonna be in my life someday i pray,make some money,be in the music business,grow stronger in my soul and in my muscles and be tougher than i ever once was





well unlike alot of you i can't just sit on the computer and type all day or play video games and computer games all day i got a life and i got alot to do



those of you who are still livin in fear get a grip because fear only bounds you in chains and it is better to not be afraid well i gotta go and fix my hair and do my stuff go shopping and keep on going and note that the new me doesn't live for everyone only God,brie larson,my mom,my friend's and that is it and the fans i will gain eventually



when one door closes another door opens and when friend's are lost one is gained to help and i got 4 best friend's:

brie larson

johanna(awesome girl)

sara neimites

candice - even though we hardly keep in touch we are real good friend's still



well i gotta go but until later stay strong,keep on going and believing,never quit,never give up no matter who or wants wants you to



until later keep believing and being strong 4 life,4 real and alway 4 ever



peace out

oh yah here is my youtube site address

http://youtube.com/user/JustForBrieLarson plus you can add me comment me and so forth plus here's my old blogspot site i can no longer log into and this is the only one i use now so don't be caught off guard if you see new posts on the other site there not mine for i don't remember the log-in:http://ilovebrielarson4realpeople.blogspot.com/ and you can check it out and comment them plus i am gonna move some of them to the current site which will make this site rock even more and i am gonna make this site even better and i am gonna improve me and get even further than i ever have been 4 real and let's get ready for the truth.

I updated the site

The blog looks edgier and cooler and i am so happy with it please look at how i updated it with a brand new picture and so forth plus check out my myspace at:http://myspace.com/thebelieversband which likes alot of work yet i am gonna improve it though

192 Hours until 21 in 2008 4 real

For me this is such a great time..........................i love to write songs>>>>>>>> and to me i need to since i am a singer/songwriter/so many other's thing's i already mentioned about........to me i have a some sadness yet i am tryin to believe and i need to read posivity instead of negative and to me life is about getting where you want to be,going where you want to go and just livin life as much as you can,but i real want just to be in her life and even when i turn 21 i still will want that and even after that and God only knows how much i have endured and been sad all this time and i wonder why He's allowed stuff to happen that causes me to worry and why don't it seem like there's no intervention at all and where is the hope and the peace i seeked Him for and why do i feel so numb so many time's i lose track.......i was watching Bruce Almighty last night just thinkin what a bad example to portray on how to treat God yet i began to realize the film was more fake then real and that the forgiveness i believe yet the way they portrayed God on vacation didn't seem realistic to me i mean does God really go on vacation and let somebody else rule over other's humm well back in the book of Job i read God let the fallen angel control somebody which i never real got but i do now and was the movie tryin portray the enemy i have no clue but what i also don't get is how the enemy could be an employee i am not tryin to uplift the enemy so don't get my story fucked up as i am evil or something when i am not.I only uplift God and i may those who i love and my friend's yet not the forces of evil never.


To me when i get 21 i am gonna write a blog about my day away from the computer and about going job searching again for i need one and i got a premenician if i did this one thing for God this would be mine it's as simple as that.Get a job,work,help my dad out around the house as much as i can before leaving,weightlifting and keep writing songs and within a couple year's i'd get to meet her and thing's would start going my favor.So i must obey the Lord as He commands and to get what i want i must obey Him as He asks when He asks so i must go job searching today and tomorrow and alway believe in the possible becoming reality for me and that girl i love so much more than my own existance for real.


I mean if God says something to you you better listen for He only says stuff to help you not hurt you and He knows exactly what you need and want and how to get it it's all in a weekly process and working for the Lord will get you what your heart desires