Bored yet still evolving

I haven't been able to figure out what to do:

I read the Bible daily and my favorite book is Psalms,but Genesis and Joshua are both awesome books,i am not vegetarian i tried to be but it was so hard yet i am gonna go back to vegetarianism someday soon lest God doesn't allow then i won't be,

weightlif

play video games

research the intersites

check out tv shows

write some songs

and so forth

today is quite boring and i feel sad that brie larson has got the flu

it's a damn shame she has to go through this i would rather die then her suffer this

if she ever wants to know how much i care it's not skin it's spiritual deep

i care about her all around from:

getting into heaven
pleasing God so she can get there
be happy
enjoy life
inside and out
write songs about her
worry about her till i through up without even being sick
cry myself to sleep that i never met her and worry if she's ok or not
fight over my friend's being mean to her and hate them for it
starve myself and worry about her and not sleep that much at all
to be honest this is the first day in a long time that i have slept good at all
and she posted a blog
Hallelujah to that fact and that i got to know how she is doing and that she is
and even if she is sick i know she will get well because God is with her

i gtg
too much worrying
too much thinking
and i need off this computer not because of brie
because of me for i am worrysome man
i sometimes fret on stuff when i should never
because all does turn out ok God is in control
of my life and brie's

i gtg brie get well soon and God help me