Bored yet still evolving

I haven't been able to figure out what to do:

I read the Bible daily and my favorite book is Psalms,but Genesis and Joshua are both awesome books,i am not vegetarian i tried to be but it was so hard yet i am gonna go back to vegetarianism someday soon lest God doesn't allow then i won't be,

weightlif

play video games

research the intersites

check out tv shows

write some songs

and so forth

today is quite boring and i feel sad that brie larson has got the flu

it's a damn shame she has to go through this i would rather die then her suffer this

if she ever wants to know how much i care it's not skin it's spiritual deep

i care about her all around from:

getting into heaven
pleasing God so she can get there
be happy
enjoy life
inside and out
write songs about her
worry about her till i through up without even being sick
cry myself to sleep that i never met her and worry if she's ok or not
fight over my friend's being mean to her and hate them for it
starve myself and worry about her and not sleep that much at all
to be honest this is the first day in a long time that i have slept good at all
and she posted a blog
Hallelujah to that fact and that i got to know how she is doing and that she is
and even if she is sick i know she will get well because God is with her

i gtg
too much worrying
too much thinking
and i need off this computer not because of brie
because of me for i am worrysome man
i sometimes fret on stuff when i should never
because all does turn out ok God is in control
of my life and brie's

i gtg brie get well soon and God help me

Poems to be wrote and people to be helped

If you need some help just ask me for some help and i'll help you

Many doubt i will but you'd be suprised and if i had alot of money

I'd feed everybody but i ain't got that kinda money

I'd also preach to those imprisoned in prison like Johnny Cash did he has an effect on me

a huge effect for his God-fearing and lovin nature.he was more good than bad

he was just a true Godly man

trust in me for i trust in God and if you believe me you won't be disappointed

i love God,brie and my mom more than this world but i will help those out in need

It is so sad how people uses temptation to run people's lives instead of using tests to improve their lives

The Top 10 thing's i so hate alot:

1.People telling me to give up
2.Women telling me to give up just for the sake of havin me to their self(they're low-lifes)
3.People using me for the sake of using me
4.Fake friend's
5.Friend's who let me down and come back later to try to ruin other relationship's
6.Liars,annoying folks,deceivers,evil,hate,lust,sexual people and folks who just force themselves on other;s
7.Guys and girls who know brie but tell me to move on they stick their opinions sideways and stick them straight up their candy asses
8.People who are faithless or don't believe in God at all
9.Christians who say that i am not tryin or i have to change or i have to let go,they should look at themselves and judge themselves first before they judge another i hated my past for the christians i spent time with didn't give a damn about me they just held it inside and never told me,i am not judas i do care but people are cold as steel at times,that is what's so wrong with mankind
10.People praying and wishing against my wishes,my love for brie larson,my family,my friend's and that people want me to not be with brie larson and they are gonna grow up or shut up because i will never let her go and that's the bottom line cause james shelton says so.

May the truth be known

I am not a slave to the flesh no more nor to any human but only connected to brie larson and God is gonna help to keep us connected forever and no force of creation will seperate us with God on my side.

Never Obssessed,Only Truthful

I have evolved,i have changed,but i still love brie larson.I don't obssess for i don't collect pictures of anybody and try to be into them all day i just love brie larson it comes naturally.There is alot of folks who doubt me and my love.Well i took everything that image out of my bedroom but i left the albums of brie so basically no images are in there but it ain't because i don't like brie it's because i love her for it's for our own good.I threw out poster's of other women out the door last year and tore them all apart and i have to be truthful i never have been obssessed with anybody since britney spears "oops i did it again" that is the only time i was obssessed and since then i've changed,i've grown and i realize what really does matter to me and that is my dreams,pleasing God in every single thing i do big or small and of course the one and only brie larson

something happened today i hurt my foot,i ain't sayin which for can i trust you i know i can trust brie but how can i trust ya'll.......don't think of me like a sexist i don't even like anybody sexually lest brie larson ever wanted me to but i kinda doubt it,i mean i want to do her right the way God would do women i mean treat them.Don't blaspheme it's totally wrong.It's like tryin to say God did something that He certainly didn't do which i will not think about ever for i am God's servant and Amen to that all the churches would say and will say if they would ever hear me say it.




the death of the sock show this is very sad,but have no fear i'll bring it back later for enhanced reasons i'll improve it and i'll use voice changer or something i have no clue



hehe but here's the truth listen to me and brie larson if you need anybody's thought's it's mine.i am pure in thought,i avoid sexuality by all means for that is sinful and to be honest Godliness is what i try to remain always havin within me and righteous and i can do so much from sing to songwrite to weightlift to so many more and i am gonna skateboard and learn how to build do some construction work and get tough and get bigger than i currently am and i can do weightlifting real fast when lifting and i am here for you brie and i am tough as they come.

but even though all of that i love eternally and without end more than everybody else not to do with your hobbies and professions or images just you,every other women can quit fantisizing about me for they are wasting their time and i am not afraid to say this but i only love you and they mean nothing to me but i have to say i love everyone for the Bible says so so i am gonna try to be more Godly


Well to me it may take a month,months,a years or even years to get with brie but however long it take to get there nothing will side track me from it not even women even with their lust and men with their jelious and hatred and women's immaturity and men's either i am a grown man and tough like bob dylan meets hulk hogan