I WILL ALWAYS LOVE BRIE EVEN AFTER I DIE

People think i am gonna quit hahahhaaaaaaaah yah right in their dreams
quit loving them yah but never quit loving brie
besides i hate the world it's filled with sinners and low-lifes who want to rob other's even me of what i want i may even have to resurrect the JRAY in me
that had the inverted picture to prove the old me is dead

including:

sexuality
mistake maker
image lover
and the love for all other women is dead

the new is alive yah and is not for women or men just brie,johanna,GOD,my friend's and parent's that is it.

The rest of the world GOD can do whatever those sinful low-lifes who create abominations in GOD's eyes which is so sad and i realize this now.

So from now on i am not adding people to my myspace i may no longer use it.i am gonna pursue my music career,it's gonna be a long road to get to be with brie and accomplish my dreams but one thing i will never do is stop loving brie maybe me i will stop loving or the rest of the world but never the girl who keeps me from killing myself

joshua king - james the old me is dead

i may create a newer me for your amusement the new me won't care about the world in the wrong and worldly way which is sinful and in the way to destruction

to be honest my nickname is jray abekcumes meaning:who is seeks GOD becomes like GOD yet is filled but not exactly like

and for brie to understand me i may need to prove how much i care

my name may still be james but the man james used to be is just an illusion of who i am now.the yearbooks from high school the myspace man who was stupid to not tell brie he loved her sooner i fell for the foolish words of my dad one of the worst sinner's in my opinion it's very sad but true.

my dad ruined my life and it's not lie.