The Jray is back and better than ever

The past is gone but i am reborn the real me is here i am ready to show what i am and who i am for:

brie larson(who i love more than this life and everyone else included)
johanna(my sister well speakin of my friend she is a cool girl she is good and her friend's shouldn't take advantage of her so much if i was there i'd help her out)
hulk hogan(the greatest professional wrestler period and he made the sport what it is today,but we can't knock triple h,bret hart and those other icons and legends)
bob dylan(one man whose music has shaped my music taste since i was 8 years old,yet you gotta remember when it comes to music i am the one who edgy not knocking anybody else,but once i get out into the business i am gonna make it my own)
david bowie(icon,master of music with class a man with art,wearing dresses awesome and so forth yet he's multi-instrumental that blows my mind yet i am gonna just like that multi-instrumental)
garth brooks(wow this influence has dividends on how i songwrite for the emotion to the way he sings the songs,yet what influenced me the most is how he performs it's totally earth-shattering)
kinks(awesome band with awesome music and cool sound way awesome)
asia(awesome yet you got to remember their sound wow it just amazes me)
my mom most importantly has shaped my attitude towards like and so has my dad to never give up and the truth is my dad never gave up and that inspires me all the time
yet above all that is made real,not real or just out there and i am speaking of God the ultimate force and the most powerful force in the Universe sorry hulk hogan but God is the most powerful force in the universe in wrestling hulk hogan and triple h are the leaders of the sport but in life and eternity God is the man and the ultimate man He is and without Him we could say Amen,Lord,Judge,Hope,Faith and anything else nor could we even be alive at all for God gave us the first breath and for that we shall alway praise His glorious name and worship Him and the truth is Sunday is good to worship the truth is we could worship God daily and read about what He says daily and seek Him not just in books,Bibles or testimonies of His power and grace but also read about Him through what He says to us and through us and try to show other's "to heal nations is better than to curse them and destroy them all and to be honest is better than to lie or cause other's to cry let's all praise His glorious name even in our eyes and our hearts and minds and let's make it clear His name is the authority down here"


when it come down to all that is good God is above and what is not good will perish like those terrifying thing's in the world for fear has no place on earth nor either in heaven

i am the innocence you desire to have in your life

the truth is i am a good man,strong,powerful,talented and more good to everyone and tougher and more good looking than you'd realize plus i am gonna be in the movie business too and someday i'll get to where i want to be,be in that girl's life and be on tv and makin waves and fans too and to those nay sayer's one day you'll see what i become a success you know and believe in

The beginning of my dreams comin true

the past is dead

the future is mine to conquer and rule

be a Godly man

reach all my goals and not care what the world think's of it but my friend's

i hate fansites(it has nothing to do with the artists or the people who they are)

judgmental.critical.annoyances.low-life.hipocritical.below actin.non-ok.wrong.dead wrong.problem causing people.

2021:i almost 21 yet when i get to the age 21 i am gonna

be a successful musician

make alot of money

do alot and do what i want and get to where i want to be

get a little bit stronger than i already am right now

keep up with what i already do

write more songs and poems

add more friend's on my myspace and youtube account

meet brie someday and hopefully thing's will happen - please pray for me because she means more to me than life 4 real brother's and sister's

meet my idols(well influences idols is a name meaning influences yet religious folks have a big problem and since i ain't religious i am gonna post less religious blogs

more positive upppity ones like brie does she's so cool,yet i don't love her because of her coolness it's deep i can't explain it way deep i love the girl all around no one else i love as much as her

get in some movies

leave virginia

buy me some weight systems to use so i can stay at peak shape when doing concerts in the near future

plus be me all way

oh i almost forgot try every wine i can and when i find the best i am gonna drink it daily with each meal so i can stay at my best and also wine during meals is ok you can still workout but it will drain your energy some so drink moderately like the Europeans do - red wine is better than the smirnoff kind



when i get to post a video blog it's gonna be amazing



well until later:keep being strong,stay believing,keep up the faith and never give up on your dreams for if you do keep believing they'll all come true and when that day comes when your odler and movin forward you'll be so happy that you did and just like Madonna said all of those people who didn't believe in me this is the proof i am good enough - she is a good role model for young girl's yet brie is way better than madonna hands down

Taken care of fear and eliminated it - help 411

Fear can't hold who is diligent in what God expects which means no fear can hold him no fear can tame him or contradict him for the fear shall perish like the land of Florida.So forth with the woman who is for the truth and in God.



Those who hate me will receive the same right back,those who want to condemn me will be condemned and those who wish against me will face wrath.


To be honest God is on my side and no matter what comes up:


fear

weight's in the gym

fear to write a song,poem or a script

anxiety attacks

depression

criticism or judgmental people

i just shrug it right off and face the fears head on like i have my whole life:with faith,determination,courage and pushing forward and to be honest with a little pain it makes you stronger,tougher for you can by pass the pain

Knoweth of the evil ways of the world for i have none

The world will deceive you,yet i won't.
I will say to do wrong and make you feel like it's the only way but don't.
Listen to your heart and don't harden it.
Be clear minded and ignore negativity and listen to me.
Listen to that voice in your head.
Listen to the Lord and what He indeed says.
Be transformed into a better person as you need to be.
Although you can do what you want.
Be wise and don't be hatefilled at your friend's or those who want to be.
They are in need of you so pleas listen and whoever says they care please understand
For those who do are opened and good yet those who don't are either blind or confused
Mankind has thought they could hurt me,make me feel inferior yet it is no effect
for those who want suffering in me will indeed receive suffering and those wisheth not
will receive wealth,goodness,blessings and all the desires of the heart and soul
for when you become good you desire no evil nor do you want it in your life at all
And when you are pure you're life changes,you become better and you gain better friend's
and the world around you will be seen as it truly is,a circular environment with weather and temperature levels, water above,below us,land circled water and many different beings around us from human being's to animals to spirits and ghosts,yet fear is not good let it go and listen i am and you have no need or reason to fear of me and God is good.

The world is surrounded by a constant darkness yet the Sun is a light from God whose kingdom is within us all and we must let Him to make us and help us be ok and for us our souls are thristy and if you're thirsty ask for the Lord and He'll satisfy your thirst and you won't be any longer thirsty for the thirst will be filled with satisfaction and when you receive satisfaction you must praise him and thank Him for all He truly does for you.

Where Have I Been And The Evolving Human Race

Working on songs.............playing multiple instruments.....................working on my album yet i still have not been able to finish it,yet have no worries it will get done and put out soon enough........watching some movies.....weightlifting>playing games......video games.......somehow i just been real busy talking to friend's and sorry for and i sortive plus i workout and i am tryin to get the truth out.i got brand new songs in my head one which is wrote so much about the war in iraq and the cause and other songs which i feel strongly about putting out.dealing with my continous depression yet i am recovering i am out of bipolarity and i was so close been worse so i am blessed beyond what i thought i could be from growing in my spirituality in God and so forth and to me God is far more than just in religion......He is beyond just religions sense well He existed before it all.......Well here's a treat for those who read this blog the new blog to replace all my old blogs and since Brie rarely uses the Myspace one you can check this one since i don't use myspace anymore but to check my myspace page out here is how:



http://myspace.com/thebelieversband
http://myspace.com/ then go to music search on the site



well i got some work to do but this will do:


i'll add some more videos when i can my video add is not working sadly.